September 23, 2010

Day of Days

   One simple and happy little status and I made all you motherfuckers curious! haha well at least I know some of you care enough to know what I'm up to, or at least you're nosey :-) To fill you guys all in on what the deal is, read on. First of all I'm just really really REALLY relieved I've finally come to a decision, and I cannot express my utter excitement. There is so much exploration and uncertainty in my future, all mixed in with certainty and planning that I don't even know what to make of it, I can only wait until I leave.
   I'm going back into the Army, this time I'm doing it COMPLETELY different. The day after I got back from San Pedro I had already made up in my mind that this is what I wanted, what was best for me for now, and what I wanted to do. So I went in to a recruiter and told him what it is that I wanted, what it was that I needed, and where I wanted to be. He was completely and utterly straightforward with me in telling me what was a reality and what would be a stretch, but that nevertheless I could make something happen. I filled out some paperwork, mostly introductory, and we proceeded into the next two weeks to make sure we had everything down pat.
   We came across a few bumps on the road, as expected with anything Army related, but nevertheless we worked through everything and did our best in trying to get me back in and on the move. One of the biggest things I wanted to get out of the Army this time around was a commission as an officer, and for my duty station to be in Europe. I confided in many of my Army buddies that I know now, or great friends from the past that I've kept in touch with, all of whom have been stationed somewhere in Europe. Perhaps the best advice I got from anyone though was from my friend Joseph Mercer who was my roommate during Advanced Individual Training in Fort Huachuca, AZ back in 2005.
   Mercer is quite a character, to say the least. He joined the Army at age 28, I was 19 at the time, so there should have been a huge gap between our maturity levels from living together. Perhaps it was that he was absolutely immature, or maybe I was a little more mature at my age, but I like to think it was an amalgamation of the two. Realistically, we all know what a shitbag I can be sometimes though, so feel free to make your own assessment :-) Regardless, those 6 months of my life have probably been some of the best and most memorable ever. AIT was a time for growth, physically, professionally, and definitely on a personal level. It was also a time of copious amounts of fun. Having a roommate like Mercer made things even better though. We often watched out after each other and made sure to always try to stand out in any situation, while keeping low key all at the same time. Joe is from a small town in the middle of Georgia, he definitely didn't lack in personality.
   During our weekends off, we would often spend our time hangin' with our other friends from the platoon, go out into town and do some shopping, blowing our money as all soldiers do, and throw hotel parties and drink ourselves into oblivion. It always seemed like a safe bet until the day we all ended up renting out a hotel room right above a room one of our Drill Sergeants had gotten. We saw him walking out of it with our Company XO, who was perhaps one of the hottest female lieutenants I have EVER seen. She was a recent graduate from West Point, and she would often enjoy leading our company during PT in the mornings. Sometimes while conducting PT, she would make us all do flutter kicks and all kinds of ab workouts. The funny thing is that she never wore underwear beneath her shorts, and we could tell because when she did those exercises she flashed everything at us haha. It was a golden ticket to be in the first squad when she did PT with us. Anyway, that night we found out this Drill Sergeant was banging her out. He gave us a death stare, and with that stare alone we knew to never speak to anyone about such a thing. It never happened.
   After AIT, I came back to Maryland to start college at UMD, Joe received orders to be stationed in Germany and we kept in touch throughout the years. He, along with many, told me that if I have the chance to go to Europe with the Army, to DO IT! He was especially helpful in giving me the pros and cons about such a move, the good and bad and what to expect. Nevertheless, he strongly encouraged me to do it because it would be one of the best things in my life. Last summer, I had made it a goal of mine that by the end of this year I would somehow find a way to move to Europe, and I began learning French for that particular reason.
   After so much uncertainty this whole summer, I'm extremely pleased to know that I have finally reached that goal, it just seems that Ill have to start learning a 4th language. WORKS FOR ME! If everything goes well for me and it goes as planned, around this time next year, or perhaps a little later Ill be coming back to the US to attend Officer Candidate School. After 14 weeks of that, Ill then be a fresh Lieutenant in the US Army and be stationed anywhere in the world. Although it's most probable that Ill stay in the Intelligence field, Ill be adding flight school to my wish list as well as Finance. I figure that if I don't stay in Intel, those are two fields I can't go wrong with.
   There are many other details that I can't disclose here for obvious reasons, but if I really care about you Ill fill you in personally on some of those and answer a few questions you may have. The beautiful thing of it  all is that right now all I know is that I'm going to Europe, but the country is unknown. Of all the possible options on the list include Germany, Italy, England, Belgium, France, the Netherlands, Switzerland, and a few enticing others...Ill find out when I get there. Regardless, I'm filled with joy and excitement and cannot wait until I leave here on December 9th.
-WanderingTerp
1st Platoon 'Devildawgs'
Delta Company, 309th Military Intelligence Battalion
Ft Huachuca, AZ
October 2005

September 9, 2010

Que Calor Mas Hijueputaaaaaaaaa!!!

   My balls are currently sticking to my leg because of how incredibly hot and humid it is here in Honduras. I've been here for the past two and a half weeks for a surprise birthday visit to my sister who is living with my father here for the time being. After arriving in this wonderous nation unannounced, it was a pleasant and gratifying feeling knowing that one of my goals I had set for this summer had been completed. Seeing m sister jumping in joy and even forgetting to open the gate for me because she was so ecstatic to see me told me I had done a good deed :-).
   My time here has proved to be nothing more but a calm before the storm. In a way it's been a break from an abiss and limbo I felt I was trapped in back home from trying to figure out what it was that I wanted to do with myself, professionally and on a personal level. Work, studies, family, friends, and women were all in a mixed confusion, as if I was trying to spell something out in a bowl of Campell's letter soups I used to have when I was young. I felt as though I couldn't spell anythign out. Taking a step back and putting things into perspective has always worked for me, especially when I'm here. As much as this place is nothing but a bucket of shit...with bananas in it, it's always provided me with closure.
   It seems like these past two and a half weeks have gone particularly slow as well, as most of my days consisted of sleeping in late, being catered to by my family's maid, and hours wasted on playing FIFA on my brother's Playstation. Nevertheless, there were many significant advances I made while here. I spent time with my sister I didn't expect to have, until days before I knew I would be coming here. That by far was the most important part of the trip. I also got to know my father in a whole new light. I began to see him in ways I didn't expect to EVER get to know him...for who he is as a person. Also, considering I only have 5 minutes to put everything that's happened into words, I'll be brief and concise: I've decided where I'm going to work, where I'm going to live, and I even met a girl while here. That for sure was unexpected. Don't get it wrong though, it's not like the dating type, more like a pen pal. I feel this can be beneficial for me though. Strictly selfish, I mean...I'm Jay Martinez! Come on!
   In any case, many many many updates to come soon in the near future! I'm excited! I called this time the calm before the storm, because as soon as I get back tomorrow, I'm hitting the ground running and making moves. To me, it's a storm, because although storms tend to blur everything out and they make everything a tumultuous matter, everything that follows afterwards comes to new life and the sun shines through :-) Gay I know, but that's how I see what these coming times will be like. For my closing thoughts, I want it to be known that as I sit here in my brother's room and my bags packed up next to me, I couldn't be any happier to have spent these last two weeks here. I'll truly miss it, and mostly you Ly...I love you with all my heart and Ill be seeing you sooner than you think.
-WanderingTerp